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Appeal of the Void

by Nur Black

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hydrajen It's really difficult to pick a favorite track from this fantastic album. I like EVERY track. but "Better Off" is definitely a great one. Favorite track: Better Off.
krotix
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krotix good stuff on this one from harsh to more electro type atmosphere. I believe I heard this project on Communion After Dark podcast. Favorite track: Make it a Habit.
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1.
(This is the last time) Do it right, do it right, Make it a habit Do it right, do it right, Make it a habit One-two, one-two, Whacha gonna say, One-two, one-two, When it breaks you? Some people don't take the time - Don't respect the grind Don't listen to how it needs to be Some people try to steal the show, But what they don't know is what they really mean Some people don't try to learn - They just wanna feel fire Then wonder why they burn Some people can't take defeat - They lash out But what they don't know is what they really mean Do it right, do it right, Make it a habit Do it right, do it right, Make it a habit One-two, one-two, Whacha gonna say, One-two, one-two, When it breaks you?
2.
I want to know what makes you feel I want to know what makes this real Is it the pain in your lonesome eyes? Knowing every moment you're forced to live a lie? And in this agony You're allowed a second of reality To come through and be what you are: Vulnerable and gone I just want to feel something! To be real; Murder the lie! I turn off everything But in this pain, with you, I'm alive I think I know what makes me feel I think I what makes me real I freeze my emotions in life And pretend I'm awake when I'm dead inside And in this hypocrisy I'm not allowed a second of reality To come through and admit when I am Vulnerable and gone I just want to feel something! To be real; Murder the lie! I turn off everything But in this pain, with you, I'm alive With you - My hands in chains With you - My will in your hands With you - My spirit frozen My body cold - I want you to break me Sadness strangles me Rumination strengthens doubt When you put your hands to me It lets the shame come out When the shame comes out I'm awake in life I carry on again Until I'm stifled again I'm really broken up this time I'm really broken up this time I'm really broken up this time Can you break me up? I'm really broken up this time I'm really broken up this time I'm really broken up this time Can you break me up? I just want to feel something! To be real; Murder the lie! I turn off everything But in this pain, with you, I'm alive With you - My hands in chains With you - My will in your hands With you - My spirit frozen My body cold - I want you to break me
3.
This appeal Of the Void Like venom in my head Seducing - Confusing - A sad song of the dead Appeal Of the Void Can you feel the end approaching? Appeal Of the Void Can you hear the whispers and the beckoning noise? (This appeal of the Void) At times, the chill Splash of twisted fear Deathwish, what could? Embrace of mortality It's distraction At the point of fear I bury the moment - Deny the seer It's a repressed mentioning In the back of my head Begging me to go down (This appeal of the Void) (Appeal of the Void) This Little Death inside me Destroys The will That writhes inside me This appeal Of the Void Like the call of destiny Resist The chill And the grim reality Find strength In doubt And doubt anxiety This appeal Of the Void Is only part reality (It's only part reality) (That feeling when you want to die - You're not alone)
4.
Better Off 04:07
I cut my teeth On your mistakes I held you up Until my back was breaking You Belong alone Because you'd hurt yourself Just to spite your own And you never Believed in me And I'm better Now that I'm free From you And your toxicity I know right now You wish you were me I fell down And you stood on me To reach a dream That you could never be Now you Belong alone Because you'd slay the king Just to take his throne And you never Believed in me And I'm better Now that I'm free From you And your toxicity I know right now You wish you were me You told lies To yourself About how hopeless Things are meant to be Propaganda Paints your mind You made a fool of yourself And I'm laughing now Cuz you never Believed in me And I'm better Now that I'm free From you And your toxicity I know right now You wish you were me And you never Believed in me And I'm better Now that I'm free From you And your toxicity I know right now You wish you were me You've got your big words now And you can keep them for yourself You're a big man now And you can do it by yourself You've got your big head now And you can lie right to yourself Blow your brains out on the page Take a picture for yourself
5.
Not In Love 04:11
I saw your picture hangin' on the back of my door Won't give you my heart No one lives there anymore And we were lovers Now we can't be friends Fascination ends Here we go again 'Cause it's cold outside when you call me home 'Cause this heart inside is not in love I'm not in love Could it be that time has taken it's toll Won't take you so far, I am in control And we were lovers Now we can't be friends Fascination ends Here we go again 'Cause it's cold outside when you call me home 'Cause this heart inside is not in love I'm not in love And we were lovers Now we can't be friends Fascination ends Here we go again 'Cause it's cold outside, when you call me home 'Cause this heart inside is not in love I'm not in love I'm not in love I'm not in love I'm not in love We are not in love We are not in love We are not in love We are not in love We are not in love
6.
Emotionless 02:10
I lose the feeling Forget to love Pain replaces security Calloused egos Hardened sense of self I take it out on myself I toil until I feel nothing I feel nothing I feel nothing I feel nothing Emotionless
7.
Inside 05:31
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Ctrl by Nur Black Wishlist 00:00 / 04:11 Streaming + Download Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. $0.90 USD or more lyrics (I think you know) No control of my life I'll give everything - I give everything With all the blood in me I bleed all of it - I give you all of it What you do with me It isn't right - It's insanity What you do with me It's insanity - It's insanity This inhumane Touch on my face The sad embrace that ruptures me And settles under my flesh This hurtful gaze - Like opiate It dulls the pain But I can't make sense of it You break me down
9.
Fascists 03:44
They don't come with guns Until it's way too late They come with bad ideas and hatred Ready to debate They promise liberty But not equality They blame your problems On the people they're afraid to be Geist von Dachau Geist von Buchenwald Geist von Burgen-Belsen Geist von Auschwitz-Burchenau Dein Arbeit macht dir frei Wir wirden deinen Licht Wir wirden Hass hier lassen leben nicht They don't come with guns Until it's way too late They come with bad ideas and hatred Ready to debate They promise liberty But not equality They blame your problems On the people they're afraid to be
10.
Sublimity 03:30
I dismantle the machine This organism in me Is it better to believe Or to simply be? There need not be an answer The painter's fingers break Atrophy and meaning The Void looks upon life I taste the spice of life Vulgar, bitter, and dirt I discover some meaning After all the hurt I live just as you do I love just as you do I fabricate myself To feel this life
11.
lies deceit themes of love and awful love dreams the eyes emptiness inside forgot hate the life risk and death inside this shell i survive i will thrive take it back take your life back take it back take your life back joys and sorrows and sad tomorrows love like shackles in dungeons castles love hates the peace freedom of death careless passion love love passion careful love isolation regret big risk little death hatred to the aether aetherize regret ingest all the rest peaceful rest in life sleep weeps the eyes undermine the whole take it back take your life back take it back take your life back

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released August 21, 2018

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Nur Black Norfolk, Virginia

Dark, tense, and dramatic electronic music from Thomas Duerig (also front man of The Purge) borrowing structural and sonic elements of industrial, metal, and EBM with a binary approach to vocals that bounces between heavy influences like Suicide Commando or Cradle of Filth to acts like Crystal Castles. ... more

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